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Drifting in the rain,

The cold is honest—no more pain.

I look to the sky, feel alive again.

My feet are lead,

My heart’s misfiring,

My past is a ghost, still conspiring.

No one hears the crying,

The silence feels like dying.

But one more time, let me fall.

I didn’t intend it this way.

I was already hurting before the end.

I sought you out, expecting to be healed,

Forgetting that you, too, were fading.

We all have lost, And gained nothing.

The world never recovered, It just lost its way.

Without you, the dreams are just noise.

I never stopped. I never moved on.

Even when I gave up, I kept the watch.

I still think about US.

Life’s mistakes—they weigh too much.

I’m still missing you,

Wish you could think it through.

Hold me one last time, Don’t give up.